huh..padan la mke aq..

ary sbtu lepas aq blek kg..smpai la ary isnin..best sgt..rndu kt nenek aq..huh..tpi ad perkre yg membuat an aq ase sedih sgt...0tw blek kg ary 2 aq msj la 'a'..0k..die kate die xde kdt..s0 aq xla pakse sur0h die bls msj aq...egt nk t0pup an..tpi kt kg aq 2 xde kdai yg dkat..paling dkat p0n setengah jam dri umh nenek aq..huh..xsgke lak smpai ke ary isnin aq try msj die...die xblas lgsg..huh..bru la aq ase cam ne sakit nyer aty die ble aq xmsj die lgsg..huh...mmg terseksa..sedey...semue ad..huh...enta la..aq p0n xtau la npe die wat cm 2..ya..aq pikir p0sitif...die mybe xt0pup..s0 xla bls msj aq..huh..what can i d0... :'(
s0metime bile aq xmsj ngan die..ase brsalah sgt..t die egt aq da xnk layan 0r kwn ngan die..huh...susah la..sgt susah..mmg la aq nk sentiase layan n msj ngan die..but...s0metimes aq xde mse..da la stress ngan bdk mak aq jge..ish..sakit aty giler ngan sie...huh..sab0 je la...kang kal0 aq wat s0mething kt die...ngadu lak kt kakak die..spe susah??aq n mak aq dak..huhu..arghhh..mmg menguji kesabaran t0l la..huh..urm..ary ni ary terakhir t0k bln 11/2011..s0 ct sk0la just tggl semggu je..n ta0n spn aq kne study t0l2 c0z ta0n spn SPM...huh..start es0k aq nk study blek t0pic f4..huh..0wg laen da start lme da..aq bru nk start es0k.kuang3...ish..xbaek gelak cm2..'a'  xske..t die mara lak..huhu...btw ckp blek sal 'a'..urm..ubungan kte0wg da xmcm dlu...da xrpt..huh...semue nyer berpunce dri aq..kal0 la aq xckp cm2 dlu..huh..2 la..perkataan 'kalau' mmg sin0nim ngan die semue 0rg..kal0 la xde 0r xwujud p0n perkataan 2,mcm mne??tepuk dada,tny minda..
p/s : m0od aq..study m0nth...

da start da...

owh

klu cm 2 bek x pyah lyan smpai ble2

kn ? :)

snang cite , tanak gnggu sngat 

huh..ayt ni mmg pedih..xtau nk ckp pe.. xsgke die ckp cm 2..ase nyer mcm bru je kte0wg baek blek..huh..but semue ni slh aq..sape sur0h xc0ntact die..kn die da pikir laen..sedey 0o..xtau la nk ckp cm ne ag kt die..aq tau die mmg mara giler la kt aq..tpi ap aq b0le buat an..q pikir nk jmpe die la..tpi xtau la ble..huh...tpi mcm la die sudi nk jmpe aq ag pas ap yg da jdi ni..arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sedey sgt2..aq tak0t nk ggu..tak0t sgt..eventh0ugh die ckp xde pape..aq xggu..tpi???aq yg xsedap atty..xsgke la die ckp cm 2..mmg xpenah p0n terlintas kt pikiran aq xnk c0ntact 0r layan die da..tpi???aq p0n xtau la..xtau nk ckp mcm mne da..huh..yg aq pasti la..die mmg giler mad kt aq!!raz...cm ne ni??tl0g la aq..aq tau aq ni susah..die p0n aq ase susah gak..da la xreti nk puj0k die..ish..
p/s : i feel guilty t0 him..

23/11/2011..

as usual..pas abis cite my princess,aq g kt c0mputer n..haha..0n9 la..huhu.mlm tdi malaysia lwn syria..aq xtg0k p0n..adik aq tg0k ar..aq mlz..haha..time 0n9..aq egt nk ym ngan die..n aq ase aq p0n da bgtau kt 'a'..tpi punyer la lme aq tggu,die x0n p0n..xpe la..fb p0n sme..die x0n9..wat penat je aq tggu..huh..time aq 0n9..tetibe je terlintas nk tg0k fb 'A+A'..hah!!2 la padah nyer nk sgt tg0k gf die nyer pr0file..last2..aq yg sedey..huh..jht an aq bce d0wang nyer c0mment..ad la gak ase jelez..aq xpat0t nk jeles sebnrnyer..c0z die 2 bkn aq punyer p0n..aq an just kakak die je..huh..da la kecewa ble da bce semue 2..tmbh ag malaysia klah lwn ngan syria..tpi lg sedey sal bnde ni ar..haha..huh..pening kepala aq pikir sal bnde ni..ish..knpe la aq ske kt die?kn da susah...da la ske kt hak milik 0wg..huh..pening!!!tensi0n..aq tau die slalu bce bl0g aq..tpi aq h0pe die xmara la..s0wy c0z 0wg bce c0mment2 'a' n 'A+A'...egt just nk knl 'A+A'..tpi???

haruskahku percaya pada luka
sebagai tanda kesetiaan cinta
kasih kita…..

aq ase lirik ni sesuai sgt ngan aq..haha..xpe la..try kwn cm biase je la...mybe aq kne tggl kt kg. mggu dpn...s0..b0le la aq nk tenang an pikiran aq..lgp0n aq p0n xpegang f0n..n0 adik aq p0n die xtau..s0 xyah la c0ntact t0k semggu..lgp0n slh aq gak..sape la sur0h pndai2 tg0k pr0file 0rg laen..haha...
p/s : tq 4 everthing...but pgglan teddy bear 2 0wg ase lebih sesuai t0k 'A+A'..n0t me...
i will misz the 'b' n 'baby'....

next t0 y0u justin bieber ft chris br0wn..

[Chris Brown]
You’ve got that smile
That only heaven can make
I pray to God everyday
That you keep that smile

[Justin Bieber]
Yeah, you are my dream
There’s not a thing I won’t do
I’ll give my life up for you
Cos you are my dream

[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

[Chris Brown]
You had my child
You make my life complete
Just to have your eyes on little me
That’d be mine forever

[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

[Bridge]
We’re made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we’ll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I’ll be there

You’ve got that smile
That only heaven can make
I pray to God everyday
To keep you forever

ct!!!

ct sk0la da start.but still misz sch0ll..haha..urm..kluar alam..je kje aq..haha..tpi ct ni nk kne study..nk tg0k2 blek subject f4..argh...ad0hai..huhu..xtau ar dpt x nk study..huhu..urm..b0red gak ar ct ni..haha..urm..aq pnh ckp dlu yg aq nk try lpe an dier..but..aq xdpt la..n0w..0ur relati0nship da 0k..still c0ntact..tpi an..aq ase xsedap aty c0z aq tak0t his gf mara lak..ya..aq tau gf die xtau sal kte0wg..but cmne kal0 1 ary nnt die tetibe tau...ish..mati aq..hah!!misz him very much..aq ase la die ngah mara aq ni..xmsj p0n..ye la..die xske an ble aq mensi0n nme ehem2 t0o..huh..cmne ni??da la xpndai nk puj0k 0rg..haha..urm..tdi aq ad klz kimia kt sk0la..then blek 2 jln kaki dri sk0la ke umah remy..sje je nk jeng0k my BIGAPPLE..huhu..nmpk xm 0k..bgus la..mak die sp0rting gle..huhu..best gak la..b0rak2 ngan remy n raz..huhu..pas2 tggu bas nk dkt sejam..aq ase cm lebih je..huh..sab0 je la..da la xs0lat ag..huhu..mmg menguji kesabaran aq n raz..haha..urm..aq tgh tggu die 0n9 sebnrnyer..tpi xde p0n..xpe la..lgp0n die kate ad hal..xkn la aq nk pkse an..huhu..urm..skunk ni aq nk abis an n0vel..huhu...tau x??sebnr nyer an..ad niat dlm aty aq nk je kapel ngan 'a'..tpi aq p0n xtau la...kwn2 die ad gak sur0h..but??
p/s : misz u

?.?.?...

l0ng time n0t bl0gging....huhu..ape cer erk nk cite...mas0k ary ni da 4 ary aq x g 0r menjejak an kaki kt sk0la..huh..menarik..ase windu lak..yeke??haha..cm tipu je..semmg nyer tipu..ary khamis kakak n adq aq blek..riuh umh..huhu..ape yg aq ske nyer..ble da ad rmai kt umh..aq p0n lpe la maslh2 yg aq ngah hadapi skunk ni..tpi..skunk ni..time aq da d0k s0wang2 kt umh ni..aq da jdi terpikir blek..ish..aq kal0 b0le nk mslh ni cpt je ilang dri 0tak aq ni..tpi kal0 kte xberusaha nk buang an nyer..xkn terbuang an..huhu..enta la..bg aq la..mslh ni mmg da buat aq ambik mse yg sgt lme t0k ilang an die..da la aq ni kal0 ad mslh yg agk besar..n aq ase stress..aq melntak..hah!!badan aq p0n da bulat da ni..mcm bel0n da ni..ish..ssh nk trun an blek niey..eee..nafsu makan besar lak..ad0hai..mlu la nk blek kg t..ni ngah try nk trun an blek berat bdn ni..ase nyer mcm da naek 4 kg je..ish..berat nyer!!urm...b0red la...
aq ase la an..aq ni da xbet0l da skunk ni..da jdi sewel cikit..aq skunk ni p0n mls nk c0ntact spe2..xkire la p0mpan 0r laki..kdg2 an..aq terpikir au..nk g tenang an pikiran..kt h0tel putra...tmpt yg byk sgt kenangan..tpi..ble pikir2 blek..nnt aq bkn mkin tenang tpi mkin tenat..haha..pndai x buat lwk??haha..aq gelak sendiri..xpe..k0wang xyh gelak p0n..ish..ape la aq mengar0t ni..kuang3.. :Parghh....lapar nyer..nk mkn ape ni??ish..per0t ni xkenyang2..kwn2 aq ckp..kal0 mkn asyik2 xkenyang...ad cacing dlm per0t..ish..ngeri dgr..huhu...es0k still ct..s0 xyh g sk0la..haha..b0le 0n9..kal0 xp0n..bl0gging..0r maen ngan dak kechik..huhu..nk buli die la..ser0n0k..huhu..miss s0me0ne la..abg angkat aq..ape cer la die kt kedah erk??mst byk keje..semlm msj ngan dier..kate bakal kawin ta0n dpn..wah,da besa n tue da abg angkt aq 2!!huhu..'abg jgn mara tau..nnt lg tue..' :) urm..ape k0wang buat erk kal0 nk lps an tensi0n..huhu..aq ni kelemahan nyer..kal0 tensi0n..nk mkn je..ish..cm ne la xmkin chubby...!!!
p / s : h0pe i will see u this wednesday!! :)

huh

ary ni..aq xg sk0la..huhu..d0k umh tl0g mak aq jge dak kechik...urm..ary ni..alhamdulillah..pikiran aq 0k sikit kal0 nk dibnding an dgn semlm..aq p0n xtau..mybe..c0z aq try tahan diri aq..die msj aq tdi..die kate die rindu aq..aq???enta la..rse mcm happy dgr die ckp cm 2..tpi dlm mse yg sme..aq rse serba salah..knpe die ckp cm 2...aq p0n xtu npe..semlm aq tny die..npe die syg aq..tpi die jwb..aq pikir la sndiri...mne la aq tau an..tpi xtau la..antara aq ngan die just kwn..aq ngan 'u'....alhamdulillah skunk ni byk c0ntact...d0a an aq always 0k ngan die..
p/s : terkadg sakit je..

bulan bru.. :)

1/11/11..cntik an tarikh ni..ary ni..kt sk0la ad ary usahawan..huhu..mle nyer xnk g sk0la ary ni..ps2 ustazah s0k g gak..tl0g jge gerai..tl0g la.huhu..agk b0red..but 0k la..huhu..da abis berniage tdi..aq termenung..huh..byg die muncul lg..npe la ssh sgt nk lpe an die!!!ad0hai..aniq kate ikut kate aty..mmg nk lpe an..tpi kt dasar aty aq,aty kecik aq..aq tau aq xkn mmpu..aq p0n xtau la..huh..ptg tdi msj die,,yes,,i kn0w he angry..mmg aq sje nk buat die mra..c0z aq nk die benci aq..ble die da xske kt aq..s0 he can easily f0rget me..enta la..i think i need time..but??die c0ntact aq..aq bkn nk tggl an die..xpernah p0n terpikir nk tggl an die..c0z i kn0w i can't..aq skunk ni anggap yg aq ngan dier just best friend je,,n0t m0re than that...huh...xtau la ape akn jdi kt diri aq ni..skunk aq perlu terima KENYATAAN yg die da ad 0rg laen..

p/s : i'm s0rry..this all c0z 0f me